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THIS MUCH I KNOW TO BE TRUE…

I’ve got to say it’s been an exhausting and intense week.

The eyes of the X world are on New Zealand.

Debate, indignation, confrontation, elation – all this and more whipped into a tweet storm surrounding the NZ covid vaccine Whistle Blower.

I have tried to stay grounded.

There has been much emoting, emotion and drama doing the rounds.

I stated my position early on.

I am NOT a statistician. I do not delude myself that I have the statistical acumen to analyse and digest the data for myself.

So that leaves me dependent on the opinions and analysis of others.

And the “others” have been unable to agree on what was handed to them on a seemingly illegal plate.

Some speak of the data as the “smoking gun” Others dismiss it as being full of holes, missing vital comparator data and more.

So a week on, and I still don’t really know what to make of it all to be honest.

So I take a deep breath and I come back to what I DO know, deeply, honestly and without a single doubt.

I DO know that in New Zealand right now there are people waking up on this sunny Friday morning… wondering how they will make it to the end of another day of brutal suffering.

I know because they write to me. I know these people. These covid vaccine injured Kiwi’s who have been forgotten in the stampede returning to “normal life”.

Emily is still severely unwell with heart damage, two years on. She is in her early 20s.

Nikki battles through yet another ACC review. Blood clots in her lungs and weary exhaustion from the struggle to be acknowledged and supported now she can no longer work.

Casey still needs her wheelchair and her carer.

Rob is still in his wheelchair and unable to work and ACC declined.

John can’t work and lost his business. He has heart damage and needed a Cardiac MRI. Told he had to wait 18 months in the public system…instead he has put the cost of $1000’s on his credit card in the hope of diagnosis and treatment…before death.

My world is filled with hundreds of beautiful, courageous, honest Kiwi’s just like this.

When the media fire storm about stolen data has burnt itself out…. For my tribe of heroes, It will be just another day of trying to stay alive and trying to find some help before it’s too late.

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Are you Covid vaccine injured or bereaved in Tasman (Nelson) area of NZ? We are staring a Vaccine Injured Peer Support Group. Come along and meet others just like you. Please share this with anyone who needs it.

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This is John. He used to have a life, a business and good health…. then he was #pfizer covid vaccine injured in New Zealand. He sustained cardiac and neurological damage. He shares what his life is now.

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Funny, I just paid for a private cardiac MRI, (public waitlist is 84 weeks, not a typo, 84.) It took 18 months for a coronary angiogram. I have a 10 min zoom initial consult ($540) in February.

My cardiologist bailed on me, so I have had a scan in NZs newest MRI (Reform Radiology, Christchurch) but nobody to tell me the results.

For me, it’s the mental issues that are my biggest concern. I get confused and frustrated. People think I am aggressive, it’s debilitating, I just try and avoid any contact with people because I know they will just think I am a dick.

ACC has been a 2 year battle. To be honest, I’ve given up trying. It’s exhausting. I’m trying to do the cost benefit analysis of wasting money on GP visits/travel (doctor is 1 hr drive away, and $122 for a 30 min consult, that is never enough, irony is my GP is supportive and just as frustrated as me) … versus soldiering on, accepting I will die before being able to use my Kiwisaver’s.

And just try and live a bit longer by giving up wasting time, money and energy on trying (and failing) to find out what is wrong with me and get some help.

I’m 50 years old, had a business, reasonably well educated. And I cannot believe the above words are mine.

John

[Many people responded to this, asking to help so a Give-A-Little page was started up for donations towards his ongoing medical expenses. It is unbelievable that donations need to be collected for citizens of wealthy nations. Collecting for medically harmed people in poor nations is a standard activity. This is yet another sign that deliberate harm and impoverishment of wealthy nations is underway].

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Tucker Carlson Explains Why You’ll Never Get an Apology for What Happened During COVID: “If I forced you to take a vax that didn’t work that very well might have hurt you, I could never admit that I did that. I just couldn’t. Because if I admitted it, I’d have to suffer the consequences.“

The above are all taken from recent Tweets by Lynda Wharton of The Health Forum New Zealand, NZ and the MRNA / @HopeRising19.